4h Day (The boy that cried wolf)

We argued again... Just when I thought things are taking a turn for the better, it actually goes the opposite side...

No words can describe my feelings these few days... sad? yes. Painful? yes. Feeling useless? yes. Feeling hopeless? yes. Confused? NO. A firm NO. My feelings for her is always true, no matter what happens. From day one until now, I know she is the one.

Reading someone's blog is like taking a trip into an individual's soul, or so I was told. Now I comprehend. If she can just peek into my soul and see for herself how important she is to me, then probably she would have forgiven me. If and only if, right?

Ever heard of a boy who cried wolf?
A shepherd, boy to be exact, who watched a flock of sheep near a village, brought out the villagers three or four times by crying out "Wolf! Wolf". And when his neighbours trusted him and came to help him, was laughed by him.
Well, of course, the wolf did truly come at last. The shepherd, shouted, wailed, pleaded but to no avail. No one paid any heed to his cries nor came to his assistance. The wolf destroyed the whole flock.
When someone who is a liar who speaks the truth at last, but alas, no one actually believes him anymore.
So to anyone of you reading this, do keep in mind the story is true and tested over time. If I can turn back time... If and only if, right?

3 days of calamity is actually a harbinger of things to come... 3 days of improving relationship, or at least I thought it was, was actually the lull before the storm. Let's hope there will not be any tsunami aftermath. Let's hope that my philosophy: The night is darkest before dawn holds true. Let's keep my fingers crossed. I leave my fate in the hands of God. Let's hope and pray. Amen.